u know what? yesterday, i realized and felt amazing emotions. having you in my life is yeah! mazing. all this time, i was focusing on you, ur reactions towards me,, on how you approach me, and yeah , i mean it, u seldom compliment me with how i face the world and ur own outlook towards my whole anatomy. while im busy considering those things , i didn't notice the things behind you. as what my friends said "sala mu kay gapalipod ka man, paano ka na ka abot xa imu pakadtuan kung pirme ka ga balik xa imu gn halinan?, gina palibot ya lang ka dorg aw? those ouchful words slapped me both sides of my face. and yesterday maybe was God's way of proving and making me realize that there's so much more in this world aside from you. that i deserve more compliments and reasons from people being proud of having me in there lives. ill share some: my friend asked me if he can court me, the friend of my best friends brother is really interested on me, and my former classmate shares her (PS: 'twas my tomboy classmate whose really into me when were still in elem.)reasons why i was once the apple of her eye.
They never get tired of complimenting me, and my family. like when i'm with these people, im always fed up with those nice and flattering words from them. that lucky-you-if-you-have-me-in-your-life-im-famous-important-attractive-almost perfect- 5ml vial feeling is administered on me. I'm just upset cuz people in my life used to treat me like a princess. i was always the first in line. the first priority. but sadly its U and HER who treats me as if i'm like an old fashioned foolish ugly bitch whose always there to help u with ur mess but eventually always ends up crying..
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